Please!!! I just wanna let it out~

I am back again for my second post today as all of a sudden I feel like I need to rant!!! Yes, you are right! I am going to let go of the frustration that is inside me. I simply can't take it and nearly make me vomit and that such braggers those people are :@

Recently, I had posted up on my MSN status that HB and I will be off for our second honeymoon in XX days. Then it was not until last night did I noticed that this particular gal that has been in a "competition" with me for everything since last year before our wedding also post up nearly the same status as mine. I was like "Hello?!?" She was online for the past few days why she didn't post up that particular status on her MSN. Wait until mine is up then she post up that she is also going off for her second honeymoon??? I was like "WTF?!? Like this oso want to 'compete' arr?!?" :s Such people can drive me nuts at times :s

Also recently, I was chit chatting with this gal online through a particular site. She was like telling me all the high end brands about makeup stuffs but then arr I wonder if she ever does use makeup. So far I have seen her pictures taken by herself or other people, I HARDLY see her use makeup. I mean if you want to talk about makeup stuffs with me please make sure that you are someone who would use makeup and don't go here and there to say you buy makeup from XX brand la, YY brand la, ZZ brand la as when in fact I hardly see any colours on your face gurl!! Rawwwrrr~

I can see that I am quite sensitive whenever it comes to makeup because it is one of my favourite hobby. I love friends who can click with me on makeup but please don't go telling me that you have this brand that brand this brand that brand but I don't see any colours on YOU!!!

Pheeeewwwwwwwwwwwww~ Such a relief to let go of what's bottling up inside me :D Ok I am back to myself now. Tata~

Is there anyone out there has ever regretted something about their wedding?!? I do have my regrets though. Now, you might be asking me why after 10 months of marriage do I bring this topic up. Well, these days I am seeing most of my friends getting married and this particular friend of mine made me re-think of my own wedding and the things that I regret for not doing before, during and after wedding. Below are my rants of my regrets. Its my blog right?!? So I can rant as much as I want *LOL*

Before:

1) Sending out invitations to those who does not know how to RSVP and worse still no apologies for WHY they can't make it (P/S: Our phone numbers are on the invitation card). Some of my friends who are as far as Canada still makes the effort to give us a call and send us gift for our wedding though they can't make it. It comes to show how they respect us.

2) Did not make a well-prepared research for all the necessary stuffs.

3) Had two lousy makeup trials with local MUA but thank god that He send Cathy Lee to me :)

During:

1) My thank you speech was so sarcastic (I love it!!!) BUT I forgot to mention my family members and the guests for coming :s

2) Did not manage to get my PGs to snap romantic pictures of me and HB in our wedding nest at the hotel room :p

After:

No regrets after all!!! Hahahaha :DD Was actually so glad that the whole thing is over.

*Phewww* I feel much better now XD

Hatred

I hate it when I am being given administrative work to do and I am unable to delegate it to other people as I am the only one doing it. Like we chinese say horr "pao sua pao hai". Meaning cover hill cover river. Basically the meaning behind it is that I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING ON MY OWN. Haiz~ I really can't stand it. I have an ex-colleague of mine who is right now doing the same exact administrative work as I am and he has other people to do his work. In other words, he has assistants. Uwaaaa~ I also want.

There are times where I really had the urge to quit my job and to just earn side income through makeup only but come to think of it, I believe that my makeup skill is not that sharp yet. I need to practice more. Why I say I don't have enough skill yet?!? Its because I am still not good with mascaras and fake eyelashes. I need to practice this on my own before I have the confident to do it on someone else :p

Plus makeup would not make me earn as much as my current job right now. This is because its not like there are people getting married everyday and if there is, I would not be able to makeup all those brides as different brides has different taste in makeup. So the pay would not be as good as my current job per month.

All negative things aside, I can't wait for my new stuffs to arrive. I am expecting 17 packets to arrive sometime next month. Wuhooo~ This is to expand my collections more so I can have a variety of stuffs to work with. I just hope the stuffs would cure my depression on work. *LOL*