Ignorance is bliss :D

Remember a few post back where I was letting my frustrations out and one of it was about the "competitive" gal that always want to "compete" everything with me as if she is the perfect one. So today has more story about her. Here goes~

Everyone knows that I can be online practically nearly 24/7. So I am always updating my nick on MSN about what I feel that day. In that previous post, I did mention that the gal has changed her nick in MSN about the 2nd honeymoon. And right now in her MSN nick she states "Im disgusted by copycat". I knew that she is talking about me because of my nick as right now my MSN nick is my countdown to my second honeymoon ^__^ I was like "Hello?!?" She is hardly online always and how does she knows that I am copying her?!? So blonde man. If she is someone who is always online and put up that nick first than me of course la I would call myself a copycat. But the thing is I am always online and she is not and I do know that I am the FIRST one to put the nick about 2nd honeymoon because eventhough she is offline, one can still see her nick and at that time, her nick was about missing her sister. So in other words, she is the ONE who is the COPYCAT!!! What a big headed person to think she is the first to put up such honeymoon nick :s Haiz~ So the best thing for me to do right now is to IGNORE such idiotic people who thinks they are perfect :p

Frustration

It has been quite awhile and I do mean quite awhile since I have blogged. Been busy with my wedding, work and honeymoon. After all those good things happened, the bad ones turn up in my life especially those dealings with work.

I feel like I need to let this one out especially to those who do keep up with my blog then brag it out to others and let the others do YOUR work by getting angry at me!!!

What I write or blog in here are my personal life and work life. It is the same as what YOU do in YOUR blog. Can't we pour out our feelings in blog?!? If YOU don't like the truth, then stop reading my blog so YOU don't get hurt or "terasa" as what the Malays call it here.

Do I deserve it???

I don't know if this works or not. Try to click the link here and see if you can see this site or not. Hehehe. If you can, scroll down and look at the comments part. Notice my first comment was at 10.16 am followed by another comment at 10.43am. Guess which comment got replied??? The 10.43am comment!!! Being ignorant or pure blind??? I think scrap the blind part or else the 10.43am comment would not have been replied. Hahaha. So tell me what is happening??? Mad at me because of this?? Well then if am angry then should read back my this!!! ~Ahaks~

Pissed?!?

I sometimes do wonder if people are being blind or ignorant. When someone gives u a compliment, do you thank the person? When someone gives u an advice, do u thank the person? When someone asks u a question, do u reply the person? Sigh. Recently I asked one of my colleague a question on Facebook (FB) and I realized I did not even get a single reply. This colleague can reply other comments and questions posted by other people LATER than me and totally ignored my question. I was like - ARE YOU PISSED OFF AT ME??? If you do, then might as well don't bother to upload your stuff for other people especially a kaypoh one like me to see and ask/comment. Damn. That feels much better. Hahaha. To think she say she will post up her stuffs soon but nada jua. Why??? Embarassed that some of it are not nice??? Hahaha. Ketulahan!!! OMG - my evil self is out. Help!!!

So angry!!!

I am so angry. My younger sister made me so angry. Because of what I posted yesterday in my blog, I put up my nick in my msn to ask her to "Get out of my house if she can't stand my rule, my style". Then she reply in her msn nick by saying "Bakal saja aku pikirkan mama! How I wish I can". So I replied "If she was really thinking about our mum, her attitude would not be like how she is now". She replied to me "Not everybody has the same attitude like you. You have a Miss Goody Two Shoes - Miss Know It All attitude!". That really pissed me off then I say to her "You know we don't have the same attitude then why are you still in my house. Scared?!?". Eventually she replied to me "You don't have to worry. I have a place to stay when I move out.I curse you and your generation. Hell with your wedding. Selfish bitch".

I was like WTF?!? Lose already u curse someone?!? I just replied to her by saying "What's with the curse?!? Its because you lose already that's why you cursed!!!"

Sigh. I hate these things man. I do sometimes wonder why this happens to me. Is it not enough that I provide everything?!?

Why am I not appreciated?!?

Feel so sasak!!! Sigh. I don't even know if I am able to pour it all out here. Let's start it anyways.

This morning i woke up at 6.30am for our postponed School Sports Day. Ran in the 4 x 50m female teachers relay and won the gold medal. Wuhooo. After the event, went for brunch with Baby at Batu Besurat and photocopy after that. Reached home and started on housework (sweeping the room, emptying out rubbish, ironing clothes) in which I manage to finish it. Hehehe. Decided to take a nap and was disturbed by the f***ing loud voice of my stupid sister complaining to my mum that I kept her work uniform in her wardrobe in which her wardrobe is too small to fit in her work uniform (she usually hangs her work uniform on a hanger which is at the upstair living room. My mum uses that hanger to hang our work clothes so all we have to do is iron it on our own and keep it. My sister does not do that!!!). I find that ridiculous because what I saw was that there was still space for her work uniform. Who is she trying to kid here? Got toatally pissed off when she sms-ed me again saying I am selfish. That had already occured when I asked her to help pay the internet/phone bill in which she totally refused. So my resting/nap time was cut short. Thus this entry here. Hahaha.

I wish people would learn to appreciate more when they have all the facilities given to them for free. I have already provided this house (they don't have to pay for electricity & water) and what is it that they have some effort in making the place look nice and neat for once. I don't like the place to look like my sister's room that one can call it a hell hole because of its messiness.

Sigh. I wonder if I can survive throught this ordeal with my ridiculous free loader sister!!!

Worst!!!

My birthday was yesterday and I definitely HAD the worst birthday ever...why do I say so?!? Its because my own husband doesn't even greet me Happy Birthday the first thing when the clock strikes midnight nor did he greet me Happy Birthday on the morning of yesterday...instead a number of my frens, colleagues and students greet me Happy Birthday first den him...he didn't even buy me any gifts...I m ok wif that but to go on the day w/o greeting me Happy Birthday...yeah dat really made my day BAD!!! Even wanted to bring me out for dinner to celebrate my birthday but come to think of it where can we go to a nice place at TUTONG?!? Sigh...totally worse birthday in my life!!! What made me more pissed off is that he knows its already my bithday he should at least make the effort to stay home with me and accompany me...but NOOOOOOOOOO...instead he jus stayed with me at home for half an hour and off he go to hang out wif his frens for the rest of the night...I was like F**K man...I do sometimes wonder if he do really appreciate me as his wife lorr...sigh...I end up sleeping at 10.30 last night as I can't stand the anger in me and also I was so really tired to the max...don't know what's wrong wif me lar...

Damn it man...I am still pissed off at my husband!!!